Don't Forget (Part Two)

I'm all alone, in a crowd, in a bar
In my chair I rest my mind
Haunted by spectres that leap from the fire
Of things I left behind
Does the memory hold me together
Or make me fall apart?
A selfless love, a selfish b***
And the crime that's eating up my heart.

I can't forget it.
She said she was sorry,
But I can't forgive the fact that she did it.
I don't believe it.
I'll shove that lie right back in her face and
Make her f---ing eat it...

Can I sit back? Should I relax?
Will I move past this attack?
Can I forget? Should I regret?
How depressed will one person possibly get?
Storms and rain begin to creep
The water rises dark and deep
And all I do is sit and weep
And drown in the hole she's filling for me!

I can't forget it.
She said she was sorry,
But I can't forgive the fact that she did it.
I don't believe it.
I'll shove that lie right back in her face and
Make her f---ing eat it...

You know me...
I am The Lonliest Monk.